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BLECH! I am SO disgusted with myself. I am the fattest I have EVER been. I have gone way PASSED my “I will never let myself get to that weight.” AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Here are my current random flab thoughts…

Jeans? Yeah right, not even laying down will get those puppies zipped!

Should I buy more jeans?

NO WAY! I cannot even fathom the size they would be! Ahhh…I miss those size 3 days…

OK, so eat less and exercise!

Who has time?

Make time!

Yes, I MUST make time and TRY or I will soon be over the edge with no return to thin land! ROFL!

Geesh…I never stick to a diet very long though!

OK, eat less…exercise MORE!

I need to lose at least 10-20 pounds so I can FIT into my “FAT CLOTHES!” I refuse to buy fatter fat clothes!

I remember when my thighs didn’t rub together…

I remember when I looked great in a pair of jeans

I believe…yes I DO believe that I CAN be thin again!

But, will I??

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5 Responses to “More Random Flab Thoughts”

val January 9th, 2008 at 8:28 pm

Well you know I’m here for you.

First off is to stop beating yourself up. It happened and now you need to work on it. It sucks, but when you get the weight off you will remember how hard you had to work at it and you will be more likely to keep it off.

Second, go join my newsletter and I’ll send you weekly tips to remind you to take care of yourself. Plus the monthly newsletter.

I would focus on getting more movement in your day. Just move more and recognize your portions. This will get you started, then after that is done you can get a little more strict with your food choices each week.

You can do it Lara!!!!

LJ January 10th, 2008 at 2:35 am

Don’t be so hard on yourself! I do know how you feel though, I am 20 lbs over weight. With each baby, I kept on about 5 lbs that I could not get rid of, so here I am 20 lbs heavier than I started and trying really hard to lose the weight! The thing that upsets me the most is when you see people lose weight in a flash. My sis, Gina, just lost 30 lbs in 4 months! I cannot believe it and that made me so upset that I am more motivated than ever. I am desperate to get back into a size 6, so I can totally relate, but you can’t get yourself down!
I know how you feel about jeans, I have the most lovely pair of Gap jeans hanging in my closest just waiting for me to get skinny again!

Good Luck to you on your journey, I wish us both success!

Take Care

Karyn Nutzo Chickabay January 13th, 2008 at 5:09 am

First of all… size 3? Forgive me, but BAHAHAHAHAAA…. *sigh* thanks, I needed that! The last time I was size three, I was 3 years old!!! LOL My ideal size is 10, but I’m an 18 right now… yes, 18. That just disgusts me. BUT I bought a membership to a gym and I actually get up at 4:30am now to be there when the gym opens at 5:15. I’m home by the time hubby goes to work. This is honestly the only time I have. You must have a couple hours somewhere girl… you just have to decide to have a healthy lifestyle so that you can live long enough to be a nuisance to your children! ;o) LOL!

Cheering you on Lara, you can do it! Besides, a break from the house every couple days for Lara time will do you a world of good! ;o) Love ya!

Veens January 14th, 2008 at 8:48 pm

LOL!!

I am not a mom yet, and i am not the age when you have these weighty issue
And yet here I am with weighty issues

I always am motivated for a day or may be a week.. not more than that;

And I am cme back to siiting in fron t of this idiot box.. ;B
That doesn’t help either !!

LOvely post!!
Go on …You have awesome blog..
I generally don’t like pink…but I like yours.. the blue balances the pink.. something like that..
to make long story short..
i love it..

lov n Hugzz n cheerzzzz
Veens

KB February 11th, 2008 at 7:46 pm

Lara,
I am happy to announce that I have been diligently going to the fitness center faithfully for the past 4-5 weeks. It has become a routine now, and I miss it the days I can’t get there. I work full time as a nurse, and carry my gym bag in the car. I head straight there after work ( IF I STOP AT HOME, I AM DEAD MEAT AND WON’T MOVE!) I stay about 45-60 minutes. I feel so much better already. I can’t say the weight is melting off yet, but I am definetly toning up and the increase in my energy is such a bonus!! My encouragement to you is to take it one day at a time. Do it for yourself, Escape with an iPod loaded with great encouraging music. THe changes will come and you will quickly begin to feel better. Hang in their girlie, you’re going to love it!